dear keiara,

I miss you. we barely talk anymore. I’m sorry I wasn’t there when you left. I was dealing with some family problems. you know, the last day we saw eachother before you left was great. It felt like any ordinary day. but it wasn’t. you didn’t come to school the next day. and then came wednesday, you weren’t there. and then thursday came and I knew you would be there. but then I had to miss thursday. and friday. and monday. and tuesday. and wednesday. and then when I came back everyone came up and hugged me with nothing but pity in their eyes. nobody even notified me you had left while I was gone. I won’t get to see you everyday anymore. everyone kept telling me how it was okay. how it’ll be okay. how we’ll still be best friends. but it wasnt okay. it isn’t okay. and I don’t think we’re best friends anymore. it’s okay though, I get it. you moved and you to make new friends. and it’s just common nature to get a new best friend. since you barely talk to the old one. I miss you so much keke. and I just wish you’ll call me. or text me. make the first move and all. I texted you this morning, because I was tired of waiting. you haven’t replied. you’re 3 hours ahead. I still have hope you haven’t seen it yet, and that’s why you haven’t responded. not because you’re ignoring me. I’m sorry I’m too scared to actually say any of this directly to you. I’m just afraid you won’t feel the same way. and that you don’t mind how our relationship is slowly fading out. I hope that isn’t the case. I hope you miss me as much as I miss you.