im so f****** tired of everything. im so mad and angry at the world rn. i dont even know why im so angry or why am i like this. but i just am. i so mad at my dog for biting me until i bled just now. my legs are full of scars now wtf. but the thing is, i really love my dog and i hate myself for hating my dog at that moment. i dont wanna be mad at her but i was just so angry you know i coulnd help it i yelled at her and now i feel so bad. i hate myself i cant control my emotions sometimes and i hate it i f****** hate it. im so mad at the mosquito thats flying on top of my heat atm i feel like i just wanna strangle everyone AAAAAHHH i hate it i hate it i hate it. i dont even know whats happening to me but my guess is that im just tired. tired of uni? tired of life? tired of all the fake shits going on in my life. but you know whats ironic? i used to be a really positive person like i would pretend that everythings gonna be okay and that everything will eventually fall into the right place. but i guess thats not being positive at all huh. its more like denial isnt it. but whatever i got through most of life thanks to that talent of mine. but srsly i cant do it anymore. its tiring.