I have really bad depression and anxiety and I’m socially awkward. I just recently got a job and it has given me lots of anxiety, and if I’m being honest I hate it, apart from the people I’ve met there…they’re pretty nice. That’s not the point. I am honestly disgusted with myself. I’m ugly and fat. But at the same time I find myself attractive. I can’t explain it. Whatever. This girl that talks to me on Instagram all the time constantly posts about how she has a crush and would like to meet them and how they like the exact same stuff, and I’m pretty sure I’m that person. Like she keeps dropping hints with comments and DMs and stuff and I don’t know how to respond. Also this guy kept complementing me and stuff and asking about if I was bisexual (pretty sure I am). Then he said he couldn’t date or something. I wasn’t hitting on him, but I don’t remember what made him say that. I don’t know if he meant it or if he was hiding his true feelings. Whatever. I sound narcissistic. I am to a certain extent. Just like everyone else.