My confession is that I’m in my 30’s, but I have a crush on a g****** a girl at work who is only 18.

It’s all kinds of wrong I know! I feel like a creepy weirdo, but it’s difficult not to find someone attractive. I think the secret is that it’s ok to have an inappropriate crush, it’s not ok to act on it though!

It’s frustrating as I have her phone number and could easily contact her at any time. I have contacted her, but just about work stuff. Part of the reason I contacted her though, was because I just wanted to hear from her. I know that’s messed up, as I shouldn’t act on my inappropriate crush.

That was a while ago in my defence. It’s tough though, I could send her a message at any time of day or week, but I have to exercise self control and not message her! That might sound easy, but it’s not. I guess the easier you do something, the easier it should get though.

I don’t even think it’s a real crush. I just think I don’t have much else going on in my life, so instead of focusing on improving my life, I focus on the inappropriate crush. Well that is what I’ve read online.

Urgh I just hate feeling like a creepy weirdo, and having the shame of an inappropriate crush. I’m going to google how to get an inappropriate crush. I think writing about is just making it worse.