im gay and theres this guy that sits next to me in one of my classes. i cant tell if he likes me or not, he often nudges me in class, he has put his hand on my leg once and one time our hands touched slightly. i feel like theres something between us but at the same time im not fully sure what his s******** is and whether he really is interested in me and the thought just kills me. i stay awake at night often just thinking of him. i’m still closeted too which makes the matter all the much worse