I’ve been going thru this like almost 2 year, i actually have some courage to change sometimes but it was a mean time, i think i’m running out of feelings. i tried to love someone but i son’t know my feelings won’t show not really “won’t show” but just not what i want i guess, if ever a person came randomly in my life and change me, my whole perspective of seeing the world i would for sure do anything for that person, but! i want that person to be someone who accept me thru everything accept me for who i am, spoiled me with every sec, min, hours that he has just for me (except for work we need money to survive this cruel world). I have a crush on this guy which is probably the most decent, and suitable guy for someone like me, we both see each other unexpectedly and still will be smiling ear to ear , sometimes we even just laugh an smile at each other when we unexpectedly see each other at town. we smiled we waved and the connection felt right there. i know my bro has his number but. i’m too shy to ask for his number from him. i just love the way he acts the way he act dorky, his height is like 2x my height bc i am 4’11 haha yes i am very short. but somehow i just wish really wish that things could be well for me.
