I am sick of my teacher. she makes me re-submit everything even if I answer right. its right but its still not good enough for marks. she finds any reason

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I am sick of my teacher. she makes me re-submit everything even if I answer right. its right but its still not good enough for marks. she finds any reason to pick on my work. I think I have answered questions but they are never answered as she likes. Or I think I have answered a question that is asked in two or three parts and she will make out I have not answered all questions. the lay out is never right. she is arrogant as well, with a over cheerful gloating smile I hate seeing her face every email. nothing is ever right with my work. she will right “there was an expectation that you site these regulations etc”, and yet then I think well, why is that not written clearer, why not state in the question “you must state relevant regulations” why does it not state you must site at least 3 referenced sentences from readings for the week? she just does not like me and is trying to find anything to pick at to make me feel less then equal to the standards of the course. like I am not good enough. I told her I have been ill and she just has this gleeful cheer without empathy for my suffering. all that witchy long hair. she makes me so angry I just hate her so much. I hate her long blonde hair as well, its awfully unattractive to me. its like she wants me to leave, and is trying any tactic she can to force me out of the course. I wish I knew who owned the college. I wish they would kick her out and have a nicer teacher. I got this feeling I will not finish the course in time. I feel like they are making fun of me and enjoying my worry and upset. that is why I hate her. she is frustrating my ends. I hate seeing her photo and I just want to give up. I feel so defeated and she is spoiling the enjoyment of learning with her attitude. she lives at manly and I have wondered if she knows about me or knows someone I dislike. I hate her and I hate the way she criticizes everything. I had a teacher who did that to me in grade 3 she picked on my work all the time and hated me to the point I started feeling like I was mentally backwards. that is what this woman is doing “trying to make me feel like I am simple” . I hate her. I hate her so much. I could kill her. I feel like canceling out and telling them to shove their course up their bums! I am being discriminated against. I hate her.

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