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yet again with all my efforts to justify my actions from db to di I find myself pushed again the deep end with a droid demon inside my mother. I know hrh sees my family about the same as we see da fergos, sure I hear the messages but I was doing what was instructed to me for the sake of the Nazis and that was my job back then and still is. I am pulled between the deep ends of that and black but I never asked for those people to want to live it all out from a script of a childs nightmares. I don’t want you to read anything else into what I said last night. its not s******* ment in any way at all. I am trying to clear my name. I made her a princess. she got the prize. the problem is she wanted all of the prizes and mine as well. and that has nothing to do with noel or magda its got nothing to do with anyone other then who was there that night in 1978. its just a memory and I want to clear my name if people try to make out I killed her or raped her well I did not. and that gives fergo and ken no rights to me. I have made it clear I want nothing to do with them. you can try to possess my mother as the bessy herself. I don’t give a dam what she thinks of me.

I know you hate me. you have never liked me that was clear. why did you bother to try to ice it over with a card. its over and done with.

every time I speak to wills da fergo and noel start talking to me. I am fixed into a dirty lock here that has to break. I don’t like anyone from my past. I just did my job at the time that db wanted and I am now trying to clear my name. I am not a bad person. I made her princess and ken failed to learn from my skills to reciprocate. its clear that those people that night of 1978 did not like me. it was a clear message to f***-up my birthday and life. I never had a liking for her husband either. but someone was trying to push me with that builder who was all wrong for me. each time I am being pushed with wrong men and who is doing it has to stop.

understand this! evil magda and noel. you are not in my life. I don’t like you. you have drained me enough like a leech and its time for you to let go. release your hold dirties!

everytime I talk to wills, ken, or noel thing they have to answer. they are not wills. they are not in the wills and never will be. I just want you to let go and let me clear my name. she got what she wanted. it should not have been placed onto my shoulders as a child. I did my job! talk to db about it.

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