I honestly get so jealous easily and it’s really unhealty. I have this goal in my mind to where eventually people will look up to me and see me as a general inspiration to them. And I feel like if I can’t make other people happy, and I can’t even make myself happy, then what even is the point? I see so many amazing people that are huge inspirations to other, even me, but then I think about how i I will never be anything remotely like that, and I get super jealous and I hate myself for being this way, but I don’t know how to stop feeling this and it’s eating me alive.