I have devised a game in which I leave my fate in the hands of the public. Each day I will write a challenge for the world to treat me like a human being, for example; a stranger has to smile and say hello to me. If the challenge is met I live another day and the challenge will get put in a bottle however if the challenge is not met I meet my end.
None of the challenges will be difficult, they are just day to day things that people should do anyway. To make things a bit more interesting there will also be black cards and white cards.
The black cards are if someone does something against me and the white cards are when someone does an act of kindness.
These cards have to be either even or up on white, if they are up on black then once again it’s game over.
I have been feeling suicidally down for many years and the creation of this game has given me some kind of strength.. the feeling of control against the demons within.