I turned to alcohol because for 15 years I've been hoping my father would get out of jail. That never happened so now I drink and smoke things. I feel

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I turned to alcohol because for 15 years I’ve been hoping my father would get out of jail. That never happened so now I drink and smoke things. I feel really guilty because my mother trusts me a lot and she does not know about all these things and she would be so disappointed, not only in me but in herself for letting this pain get to me and ruin my life. I know my situation is not an excuse for my behaviour, but I tried so many things and alcohol is the only solution for now.
Plus my best friend and I do everything together and she talked me into it.

I don’t want to be like this, but I am and I don’t know how to change it.

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I have been hooking up with my sisters father in law for a while off and on. He isn’t really attractive but he’s big and dominate and it’s always risky which is hot. No one knows we hook up. Last night my sister told me her monster in law (mother in law) was crying to her because she thinks he might be cheating on her. Even though she is a total b I still felt kind of bad for her. He told me a couple weeks ago he would leave her and we could be together. I do not want to be with him but I was like how would that even work? Your son is married to my older sister! I hope he didn’t leave her for me.

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