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So… ive had a crush on this girl in my uni.. it has been almost a year since it happened… and these days, my feelings to her are getting stronger and stronger as my diploma is about to come to an end…
The girl i had a crush on since semester 2 is living in the other state in my country (like.. the state shes living in and mine are a-sea apart from each other)… which means the only way that i can see her face 2 face (minus social medias) is when im having classes with her in the uni… and that fact only making me much more anxious and more eager to tell her about my feeling (cuz in 6 more months we will be graduating from our diploma and i wont see her anymore)… I’ve planned the perfect plan and time to confess to her… (which was on the last day of the final exam two weeks ago)… but the plan went wrong just bcuz it happened to be that i was very unlucky on that day (everything i planned went upside down)… im quite upset and sad bcuz i cant tell her about my feeling…. im ready for any answer from her… i even practiced on how i should react when i got rejected by her (yeah im a pessimist) … and even if i got rejected, at least i can just move on with my life and dont have to think about this anymore (bcuz its tiring to be in a one-sided feelings for a year long and i want to throw away my feelings if it was not meant for me).
My friends suggested to me to tell her about my feelings through messages… but for me… its just not quite right cuz i like face 2 face confession more than through messages (cuz i wanted to see how the other person reaction when i confessed… yeah… im both pessimist and socially anxious person… quite a combo right).

I dont even know what to do anymore… just want suggestion from somebody.

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