I’m not trying to get too deep here I just want to know what I should do. Also I know I sound stupid talking about this carp but honestly since this is anonymous I’m not afraid to say anything. So here’s the deal. I really really really like this guy. I know it’s a cliche but hear me out. I’ve had like 2 other crushes in my life. Once when I was 10 and again when I was 12. I’m now 15. And I’m kind of old school so with my last two crushes I knew I was too young and didn’t ask them out or anything and kind of just waited until I was over it. And my alas crushes didn’t last long. Also might I point out that the people I have liked where pretty boys and most people also had crushes on them. But this guy is completely different. He’s awkward shy and quiet. But he’s considerate intelligent and sweet. I know that also sounds cliche. I’ve known him about 2 years not too long that I know him too well but also not to little that I don’t know him at all. And we aren’t best friends or anything but we’re good friends. I want to tell him I like him but I’m worried he won’t like me back. And he’s a shy guy so I feel like it would be too awkward for him. But I’ve tried so so so hard to get over him but I can’t
I don’t know if that’s me being creepy or not. Sometimes I feel like he might like me. He teases me a lot but he’s also very kind to me. And we’ve flirted a couple of times. We have a lot of “cute” inside jokes. And he does stuff like poke me and makes faces at me to try and make me laugh. But I feel like all my thinking about that stuff is just me getting my hopes up. I don’t know if the stuff he does with me is just a him thing or not. I really don’t know what to think. And I know I’ve said this so many times but I really can’t get him out of my head. I don’t know if I’m in love or not. Can I even feel love at 15? Can I even love someone despite never being in a relationship? Are my feelings even love at all?! If I am in love what do I do? How can I find peace?
