I know i love you still but i dont think i love you as much as i use to as i see how selfish you are and cannot change that. I keep reading self help books and trying to fix myself my own faults but all you care about is yourself still and your business. I have given you so many chances but you have never “changed” and are really too lazy to fix things since i am not a priority. You always say that i am but i am not and i really want to keep believing you but when i look at this entire relationship as an outsider i would say that you are telling me what i want to hear and what you want to be true even though it is not. I feel like i have revolved most of my life around yours and have catered to your needs and not my own. I want to leave you but i dont even know how right now. I am in a fragile state right now and feel like it is areally bad time for me to have to deal with us having a break up.