I don’t understand why thing did not go better for me. I don’t understand why I have nothing. I don’t understand what they wanted me to do. I don’t understand what was expected of me. I don’t understand why they were hurting me. I don’t understand why I was abused. I don’t understand why I was rejected. I don’t understand why I am never good enough. I don’t understand why it never works out for me in love. I don’t understand why I keep facing tragic ends. I don’t understand why I have suffered. I don’t understand why it was always my fault. I don’t understand a thing you said. I don’t understand what game you were playing. I don’t understand what you wanted me to do. I don’t understand why men have abused me. I don’t understand why I have to be fat dumb old and poor before I am good enough for anything. I don’t understand why I have to keep helping those less off than me when I am struggling myself. I don’t understand why my family treat me as they do. I don’t understand why!