I want to die, every day. It is very boring. It is very monotonous to wake up every day wishing you were dead or living a different life. I wish it wasn’t this way.
I’m making my life tumble downhill but not doing any work and shirking all responsibilities. I don’t know how long this will last.
I’m responsible for taking care of my sick mother so I’m really living dangerously. Not to mention I’m f****** up my future. I am a failure. This is why I want to die.