i have been feeling emptied and lost since the last time we met, especially at night time and after work. my emotion will literally turn blue and my face looks sad for reasons, i miss his company, our memories. i know i’m pretty enough that there are plenty of guys check me out when i walk down the street, i know it but i don’t give a damn cause deep in my heart, i’m a depressed, sad little b**** who still think that me and him will still have a chance. i need a decent guy now so i can get rid of him, a ghost in my heart.