I hate myself. I’m 19 years old and I hate myself. I’m ugly, fat, and boring. I don’t want to be alone though. But how could any man ever want me? love me? desire me? I’m big but I’ve been losing weight. Despite knowing that it’s beneficial for my health, I sometimes think it’s not worth it. Even after I lose the weight, all I’m going to have is loose skin, saggy b****, and stretch marks everywhere. Who would ever want me? I’m worth nothing. I’m going to end up alone and that is what is making me feel like life is not worth it. I have nothing to look forward to.