I want to be a guy. I always have and ever since I was little I always have liked guys clothes better than girls. My grandma use to take me shopping and would buy me guys clothes and always told me ” honey there is no difference, clothes are simply clothes and you should wear what you like” I’ve tried the whole girl look for my mom to many times to count and I still always go back to either just jeans and t’s or even guy’s clothes. I now wear guys cologne and use guys body wash all that because it just feels natural. I don’t feel right when I smell like a girl or when i’m dressed girly… I feel like I’m being stared at in a bad way… like I’m an alien… I don’t like long hair… I don’t like anything about being a girl. I hate my size 42DD chest and my girly figure. My girlfriend always gets mad because I have a “perfect” girl body but I hate it. I’d trade her in a heartbeat because she’s got a more boxy figure and I am so jealous of her. She wants the girly body and I want her figure. I want to be a guy so bad, I want to change.. I want to do things to transform…but i’m scared to because of my girlfriend and my family… I know my girl would still love me and accept me but i know my family wouldn’t. It just hurts, I should have been a guy.. :/