I’ve lost 60 lbs in 6 months through diet, cardio and weight training. I have 20 more lbs to drop and im a healthy weight. My weight loss has slowed down drasticly lately and I’m sick of waiting to hit my goal. I’ve eaten 600 calories a day for 10 days and quickly dropped 12.5 lbs. I know this is bad for me. I time my calories so I have just enough calories to get though a work out. I lie to my trainer that I have muscle or joint pain and need to take a break when in reality, the room spins and the ringing in my ears starts. I know he wouldn’t want to be a part of me doing this to myself. I also know I should stop, but you get addicted to the control and fast results. I don’t miss eating. The pain of hunger feels so good. I never knew until now, how addictive anorexia could be. I think it could easily be my drug if choice.