hey guys, i just really needed this, i today i got into a bad fight with my brother and mother, well this isn’t the first time there’s been worse. one time my brother actually threw t.v remote at me and it actully made be bleed and blood stains were all over the place my lip was all swollen, but i hid it from my father and my mom let me. it wasn’t the first either. and the most important part is that i really don’t have anybody by my side, i spend hours crying alone and when i get normal days later my brother makes fun of me crying and really i have a family but i feel like i’m all on my own in this life.
now all that i wish for is to get into a nice medical school in usa to get away from this hell and find someone to trust and if nobody will be there to take care of me i’ll be okay coz i’ll be happy alone, i just don’t want this family around me anymore.
and yeah i’d like to tell you one more thing my brother actually tried to have physical relationship with me when i was around 13-14 and my mother found out and she didn’t even believed me then and i always pretended to be laughing in the morning to not to make a scene, i used to pretend i’m sleeping when he did that he used to touch my chest.
and now i just wish to die when ever i think of those days, i mean which sister would want that.
i want a real brother who would love me,protect me. i cry when i see and brother and sister scene in ads or in movies etc. but can’t even show my tears.