So I met this guy online and we met in a group chat and started talking. He’s really cute and I like him a lot but he’s seem to have lost interest in me recently. Before we would talk almost all day, he would say good morning and everything but now he hardly even likes to open my messages or texts and I know he’s active. it just hurts because I don’t know what I did wrong but I low-key know that after sometime guys get bored and move onto another girl. I just feel ugly and not good enough for anyone. I want to gain weight and get back my curvy figure I once had a few years back but it seems almost damn near impossible. I’ve been having a hard pain in my gut for the past few days because I miss him so much and all attention and interest he had in me. We’ve only been talking for a month or so and in the beginning he said he wanted me to be his girlfriend but I live to far away. (Mind you we only live one state away from each other.) I’ve told him a lot about my life and feelings and enjoyed talking to him on the phone but now I JUST FEEL LIKE FOOL for catching feelings for someone who no longer cares to even speak to me. I hate this, I hate it, it’s really a pain and I can’t stop thinking about the whole situation. I know I’m not ready for a relationship right now because my life isn’t together and every little thing upsets me. but In my little fantasy world we were going to be together and I thought he generally liked me but I was wrong and he’s just like every other guy i’ve talked to before. I promise myself I’ll never let this happen again. Men are a waste of time. point blank