I had a crush on a girl Nidhi Mishra. I spend my 3years for follow her. Once my friend proposed her and suddenly she accepted her proposal. I was so tensed because I did true love with her . I was started drinking liquor, smoking cigarettes not because of girl because how should would accept my friend proposal and dozen of time she refuse my proposal. That time many think was in my mind . I thought I am not good looking , i have not any talent, I am useless. Always I was crying and thinking to do sucide even I tried once and one day I left my home and tried to went some place but I could not go.
Now I want to confess my old memories . God please show me my talent I would do that work even I am looking for my talent