I just want to enjoy the feeling of another person. I’m not talking s**, just physical contact. I miss the feel of a hand resting on my hip or an arm around me. I want to feel these things and be able to idly run my thumb over another’s skin while cuddling and watching a movie. To pass my fingers through their hair or tickle that spot that makes them giggle a wrestle a kiss from me. I want to lay my head on a shoulder and listen to another’s heartbeat. I want all this without expectations of more. I want the things that my head wont let me have, but my body and heart crave. It’s the lonliest feeling when it’s if your own making.