I’m Bi. I put the B in LGBTQ. I bat for both teams. however you want to say it.
I’ve known for a while and until recently being in the closet has never bothered me, it was just something I never considered anyone elses business but mine.
For some reason I’m feeling less and less comfortable here in my closet, I’m restless. I think most of my family and friends would be fine with it. What bothers me is that amongst my family and friends I am somewhat labelled. i havent had the luxury of just being ‘Me’ for years. I’m Me with deression. Me with anxiety. Me with the inability to get her s*** together. If I’m honest I don’t want another label..
I’m trying to become a teacher, I like having the option of working in reigious schools. At the moment I’m a nanny.
Part of me feels ilke im being dishonest to my family by not telling them, I know they wont reject me but i don’t know if I can take another
label from them.
i dont like hiding or not being complety honest about something that im not ashamed of, but i learned a long while ago that once the cat is
out of the bag it does not go back in and the consequences can be occassionally soul crushing.
i dont know what I’ll do, but eventually I’m gonna have to finure out how to come out at the very least to my siblings.
i have no idea how. I have no idea how to face the new label either.
I know others have faced this, any words of wisdom?