I hate how my sister is always above me when I do above her. I get higher grades than her, I work 2x as hard, I do more chores at home when my parents are at work. It’s so unfair because Cindy just does laundry right when she hears my parents coming or knocking on the door to look like she is doing something. Then, when she is doing something and I am taking a break and playing my iPad I always get in trouble, because I am supposedly doing nothing, and my parents want proof that I do chores which is so unfair when my sister just lays around all day doing nothing not even playing with my little sister shes just trapped in her room. My parents tell everyone I am irresponsible and lazy, because I don’t know I am mature around them. My grandmother has seen me do so much and my parents order me around to do so much which is totally unfair. My sister Cindy is living the lush life, and just today she won an award on her kindness and leadership, I disagree she didn’t deserve it at all. It was totally unfair and my parents were so proud of her and were so happy then when they saw my award for declamation a tiny pin, they we’re dissapointed because it wasn’t a plaque like my sister’s. I do everything and my sister was born late and held back so I am in her grade which is so annoying, I get compared to her all the time I have to do everything with her! She gets so much freedom by doing nothing. It’s like I get the sweet life but behind the scenes I don’t. I was laughed at and teased at because my parents saw that my sister got a huge plaque yaddy yaddy ya but then when they saw my academic declamation award, they laughed at how small it was. I get straight A’s and my sister gets lower grades, but my parents don’t know how much it hurts to have my sister be on top of me while being on bottom of me. My sister is not a nice person at home and it really s**** having someone that doesn’t do anything get so much. My aunt recently got me a stupid sweater I didn’t ask for and she got my sister what she wanted plus more a vinyl record player as well as a vinyl the total was over 100 and mine was like 20, I should’ve been grateful but it doesn’t feel good when that happens. I was the one that told my aunt to buy her that, because I wanted my sister to feel happy, but my sister didn’t know me enough to tell my aunt what I liked and didn’t like. I cried the whole day, because it was absolutely unfair, I asked for just some watercolor that was like 6 dollars and I ended up getting a useless sweater I haven’t used since. I feel myself getting really upset because my sister doesn’t have to do anything, but I have to do so much. I often sleep in my grandma’s room, because I am so upset at my sister and parents. I want to see a musical called Dear Evan Hansen so badly, but I can’t go, because its over 100 dollars and my parents won’t let me go. It’s so unfair but my sister can go see a 50 dollar musical not including the train tickets. My relatives prefer me more than my sister, but that doesn’t help at all, because they like me because I am prettier and smarter than my sister. But, it hurts knowing that someone who doesn’t deserve all this gets it. My sister is saving money up for an electric guitar, no offense but she can’t even play one chord right on my ukulele or acoustic guitar. It makes me super annoyed and it’s so unfair. My parents like my sister more because they think I do nothing and that I’m lazy. I can’t even have sleepovers with my friends and I deserve it, I’m not trying to be cocky but I really do truly believe with all my heart that I deserve something like that once in a while. People think I’m more lucky just because I get more things and gifts that are more expensive than my sister. What if I begged and worked toward it? I can’t just instantly get a gift and have it be a surprise, I pick out my own gifts because my parents nor sister actually cares enough to surprise me with a present. I surprise my family with a gift every year for christmas or their birthday, but they won’t do the same for me. My parents think that just because I am born in april and I get to go to restaraunts for my birthday means I’m the luckiest girl alive, well no I get boring birthdays with literally just a restaraunt my parents and sister no cake no gifts no nothing. I am grateful for that but it’s unfair, my sister gets surprise birthday parties, presents. and everything she wanted but didn’t ask for. She gets a giant cake, 30 balloons, so many things, so much money but do I get a whole family crowd cheering and singing happy birthday to me and a bunch of love? No. It’s not fair, people think i am more lucky than my sister just because of what they see outside but inside it is slowly killing me seeing all of this happen and it’s just not fair. That’s why I hate my life, people call me a brat, spoiled, idiot, stupid, obnoxious, rich, selfish, and lucky. I think I’m the opposite of those words deep down inside, because it hurts so much, I got a 50 dollar visa gift card for my birthday but it was from a teacher and not my parents which really hurt me knowing that someone who isn’t related to you can love you more than someone related to you. I just hate how my parents treat me and my sister, it’s bothering more than anyone knows. People think I am the lucky one but I wish I could go up to a podium and spill everything out, because it’s been rotting and killing me alive.