okay so i have three bestfriends. one of them is my closest one and shes away overseas. she used to go out with this cute guy but she broke up with him even though she still loved him. I started talking to him while they were together and we became really close so they were both my friends so i couldnt take a side and i had to comfort both of them after the horrible break up. she kept on being his friend and he still liked her back then. we grew so close, me and him. he would tell me about his crushes and everything and i did the same. then all of a sudden he stopped replaying as quick as before and he stopped caring much. hes still like that. then a few weeks ago he confessed that he liked me and s*** but then changed the subject real quick. a week after this he tells me that he is going out with another one of my three bestfriends. he confuses me so much and i feel lost. he talks so sweetly about her and i ust realised that it really hurts. im the only one who knows about their relationship and everyday i have to pretend that im okay with it and that it doesnt kill me to see them together. only yesturday he started replaying with ‘aha’ and ‘k’ and ‘yeh’ all the time and i feel dead inside. it hurts so much to love your ‘bestfriend’ so everyone out there please never fall for your bestriends ex who also happens to be your other bestfirend’s boy friend and who is also your bestfriend himself. i hate my life.