I don’t know If its because I watched too many romantic movies or because I’ve never been in a relationship but lately I’ve been feeling this kind of hunger but not for food. Its as if there’s a hole in my heart or maybe it’s been there all along and it just started to hurt now. Sometimes I look in the mirror, put my favorite lipstick on and think “I wonder how would it feel like to be kissed” an its not like I was never courted but I always pushed people away,being over protective of my self. I hate feeling this was I’ve always been independent and now I feel like I’m drowning.