I am married and have a step daughter that is thirteen. She is developing very fast lately I find myself having inappropriate fantasies about her. I know this is perverse since admitting to myself that I have a serious issue I have been able to live without those fantasies anymore. I never physically sinned against her but live with debilitating guilt to the point going crazy. I have to live with this for the rest of my life but can’t bare to admit my sins openly. I am so afraid of people’s reaction to me, the fact that I might lose seeing my two little kids, and most importantly losing my wife. I really need forgiveness and understanding and to have my heart cleaned in everlasting life. Please forgive me my sins and cleans me from all unrighteousness.