Recently, I have been in an accident, and I almost died. I felt terrible and I didn't know it would affect the ones I love so dearly. After being left in

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Recently, I have been in an accident, and I almost died. I felt terrible and I didn’t know it would affect the ones I love so dearly. After being left in the cold, stranded, feeling like everyone had lost hope. My brother picks me up with his wife. I have been told I can’t see my boyfriend, It’s his birthday. I already feel terrible and it brings me pain that he would not let me enter the house. But I was so cold from walking. I thought he left me for good. It hurts and I don’t feel like I trust him to not leave me alone again. He’s been good to me after my accident. I only wanted to go to his 19th because he wanted me to. I realize it was a bad idea and I’m glad I was kicked out. Although I’m sad because it happens once a year and I feel like I messed everything up from my selfish way of looking at it. I always thought I didn’t have self worth because I caused so much pain in my parent’s divorce.I have to let that go. It was about 6 years ago. My pain is keeping hold of things. I really shouldn’t and I don’t know why I do. I have realized things and I’m hoping they forgive me. I don’t know what to do. I feel hurt, but I have to let it go. I guess growing up is a hard thing to do when you are a teenage girl. I’m not sure where I stand anymore, but I’m hoping I’ll change and make sure its okay. I don’t want to be the girl who cries wolf. I just want to be strong and I have to start with this. I don’t know what else I can do, but listen and really listen. I’m done far enough to hurt the ones I love.

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