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When my long term significant other broke up with me the only reason I did not commit suicide was because it was my mothers birthday. Sometimes I am grateful that he did it on her birthday… other times I wish it hadn’t been so I could’ve just ended it. Over six months later and nothing is better. My family tries so hard to make me happy. They even planned a trip to disney world (it’ll be my first). I can’t let them down by ending it now… Not when they are trying so hard. Sometimes I wish I had just ended it a few weeks after he broke my heart so that while my mother wouldn’t be reminded of my death on her birthday each year, I wouldn’t be letting them down by missing what they have planned because it would not even be a plan yet.

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