I love love. I love myself so much so that it is really hard for others to love me. All I want is for someone to truly love me so I don’t have to love myself this much.
I watch p***. Often. It makes me feel better even when I don’t touch myself.
I’ve slept with only 3 people but I cannot tell you how many I have fooled around with. Including my best friend who is also a girl.
When I think I have feelings for someone I run away. I’m scared of getting hurt. I was s******* abused by my uncle and now I think that s** is the answer to everything. I feel as if we all just fucked it would make the whole world happier.
I want to be used. I love when people look at my body and just admire me. Especially when their thoughts are “dishonorable”.
I’m not afraid of anything. Except getting my heart broken. I play it cool. Until I think I may be falling.
I figure out ones idea of the perfect girl. And then I become that girl. It is the funnest thing in the world to me. I love being exactly what one has longed for.
