i’m not entirely sure where to put this so its going under other but i’m 17 and i was incredibly drunk at a party, and this guy who was relatively sober made a move on me and i kept saying no but he kept going but i didn’t fight him off so basically i lost my virginity in someone elses house when i was very very drunk, the most drunk i’ve ever been in my life and i don’t know what it is. is it s***** assault, is it me just regretting my actions when its actually my fault for not fighting him off and just going along with it? i mean i know i kept saying no, i was repeatedly saying no but that kinda becomes redundant when you aren’t even going to try to stop the person. Its embarrassing and i don’t know what to do. Its been 2 months now and it still makes me want to cry, i can’t even talk about it cause the one person who knows shouts at me for not telling anyone and i feel like i’m p****** her off. help?
