sometimes i just f****** hate my boyfried. he is honestly the best person ever except for the fact he consistently needs to get high and is always talking about drugs. im no saint ive done drugs before he even knew they were, when i was younger, as i am more mature than him, obviously. i just think its so weak that he needs to do them and its not just weed its dissociatives and ecstasy. i just want him to get over the fixation but he cant because his friends smoke like chimneys and he lives with a f****** drug dealer. i feel like im doing a disservice to myself by being with him but i know i dont want ot not be with him. im at the end of my rope and he just keeps pushing the subject on me. i want to tell him to stop but i cant.
