I have severely fucked up my life. I started college my freshman year of college in the fall and went absolutely insane. I started off the semester as a

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I have severely fucked up my life. I started college my freshman year of college in the fall and went absolutely insane. I started off the semester as a virgin and I’ve now slept with 13 guys. I have had foursomes and threesomes and have had people watch as I’ve had s**. I have had s** with four guys in one night. I may have even slept with my sisters boyfriend but I was honestly too drunk to remember what happened. I absolutely hate myself. I went to the doctors on Monday and was told I have herpes. I look back on myself three months ago and wonder how things got this bad, how I let myself get to this point, how I lost all self respect. I feel like no one will ever love or want me. When I was younger I dealt with physical and s***** abuse from my father and it hurt me in so many ways. I told myself I’d never feel that kind of pain again, but now I’m just causing that pain myself. I honestly just want to die.

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