Never had anyone, even in a time of need, even in a loving long term relationship. I have made my needs known, the needs have screamed for me when I could not. And yet nothing. So I ask myself what difference would it make anyway. Would someone caring fix anything. Yes, why yes it would. Just F****** hold me. Pet my head, run out and get tampons and chocolate and kiss my face. Is that really too much to ask. I don’t even have the energy to care anymore. I give up. But no one noticed.
