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Before I met you I was broken, with scar beds deep as rivers adorning my veins.
You didn’t see those scars, and I doubt you knew about them.
But you planted seeds of hope, love and happiness in the beds of my wrists.
And with every word you said to me, you helped flowers grow up out of them.
They were beautiful and they made me feel beautiful, because you put them there.
You tended to them and soon the beds began to close and the flowers kept growing.
I was broken, and you fixed me.
Then slowly slowly you forgot me, and you forgot the little garden you planted in me.
Without you the flowers began to wither and die, and the beds opened up again and the flowers fell out.
The cracks that you cemented closed with little jokes and poetic words began to show again until the cement crumbled out making the cracks wider and bigger than before.
Now I see you with her, and I see her with a garden on her wrists too and word cement holding her together.
She’s not broken.

Please come back and grow another garden for me and seal the cracks.
I need it more than she does.

New Confession

I remember we were both 16 I believe or she was older. No, she was a senior in high school and I was a sophomore. I knew her because we talked most of his time but at the same time I remember months later, she walked me down the steps and broad daylight in our apartment and that’s the first time I got my s** experience for my girl and I remember she was bending down I saw her with no p****** and I remember she got down after she bend over I said please get up and I said what are you gonna show me and she got done she put on my pants and she said you’re hairy and I said I know I am I forgot to shave and s***. I got hard and she said you have a huge c*** and I said I know I do I said I did them with it not that much and she started sucking it and giving me a h******* and it was nice. I don’t know if I peed or I come I don’t remember, but that’s when her little brother caught us and I said oh s*** we’re in trouble dude and I said please get up and her mom was there too like damn we’re fucked and we went to go back to the apartment and I’m like damn pain of shame and I’m was about to slapper and the siblings and her brother was there and I said kids go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude I don’t know man go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude thank you and the mom said listen to me while I’m talking to you and I said ma’am, you don’t have to your daughter and she was about you and I defend her and I’m saying ma’am don’t hit your daughter please and she said oh and I said no we’re not in love or anything it would just have fresh experience that’s all but I never only texted her once I said do you hey do you remember the black cat in our apartment and that’s it and she texted back saying what do you mean and I said do you know the cat and and no, and we just talked after that, but we didn’t do anything. Nothing like that then she said call my mom and I said I don’t know where she live and she said yeah you do and I called my mom and my mom was about to hit me. She got mad and s*** and I said mom don’t hit me. Hey don’t hit me please what’s wrong with you? We’re teenagers for once and we got caught and this is public disobedience I understand we probably traumatized that child but what I’m saying is it so forget what happened today and never speak of it again

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