I broke up with my 3 months ago because I was upset and I didn’t think that I liked him anymore. I was so confused with my emotions, love, anger, jealousy, that I just broke up with him, but i got my best friend to do it for me. He hates me, or he acts like he does, he acts like he doesn’t want anything to do with me or my best friend, which used to be best friends with him as well. He ignores the both of us and I know it’s because of me. At first I thought I would feel this whole weight being lifted off my chest but I only felt worse as the days went on. I have a crush on someone that likes me back but I cannot stop thinking about what would have happened if I didn’t break up with him. I wanted to be friends but with his stubborn and personality and my awkward shyness, it’s not going to happen. I want him back but I feel bad if I tell my crush that I want to get back together with my ex and yet at the same time I don’t want to let my crush go and find another girl, it’s greedy I know, but I don’t know what to do.