I let my morbid, sadistic, sarcastic and bluntly honest self get in the way of everything in my life. Too many comebacks, pranks, comments, smirks and jokes to hurt people that I never mean to in the first place, but I always find myself going along with them resulting in people hating me. people all around me are starting to distance themselves from me. I constantly put up a wall around myself so people can never break through but sometimes I wish that a person would come along one day and be able to break down that wall and match my dark sense of humor and stay by me forever no matter what happens but I know it’s not true and too much to ask for because I am me, and that is who I will ever be, apparently.