im so f****** sick of my life.Im 31 single no kids im going nowhere.ive put a gun to my head 3 times,i just dont have the guts to pull that trigger…yet.There is no joy left in my heart.Im so ready to die.The thought of doing this for another 30-40 years is just sickening.I have no doubt that I will die by my own hand.Its just a matter of when/what it will take to push me over the edge
