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I hate you so f****** much.

I hate you for having the ability to make me feel happy and sad at the same time.
I hate you for making me weak at the knees when you do nothing at all.
I hate you for making me feel this way.
I hate you for not texting me like you used to.
I hate you for not texting me at all anymore.
I hate you for making me feel like a mountain on your radar when I was just a speck.
I hate you for making me feel like I was worth something to you.
I hate you for treated me like I was the only thing that mattered to you.
I hate you for taking me on my first date.
I hate you for saying beautiful things to me.
I hate you for acting like we could’ve had a chance.
I hate you for calling me beautiful.
I hate you for acting like you cared.
I hate you for letting me fall for you.
I hate you for choosing her over me.
I hate you for being the reason my wrists are always red.
I hate you for being the reason I drink all the time.
I hate you for being the reason I’m always in tears.
I hate you for making me miss you so much.

Most of all, I hate that after all you’ve done to me, I still love you with everything in my heart.

I hate you so f****** much

New Confession

I remember we were both 16 I believe or she was older. No, she was a senior in high school and I was a sophomore. I knew her because we talked most of his time but at the same time I remember months later, she walked me down the steps and broad daylight in our apartment and that’s the first time I got my s** experience for my girl and I remember she was bending down I saw her with no p****** and I remember she got down after she bend over I said please get up and I said what are you gonna show me and she got done she put on my pants and she said you’re hairy and I said I know I am I forgot to shave and s***. I got hard and she said you have a huge c*** and I said I know I do I said I did them with it not that much and she started sucking it and giving me a h******* and it was nice. I don’t know if I peed or I come I don’t remember, but that’s when her little brother caught us and I said oh s*** we’re in trouble dude and I said please get up and her mom was there too like damn we’re fucked and we went to go back to the apartment and I’m like damn pain of shame and I’m was about to slapper and the siblings and her brother was there and I said kids go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude I don’t know man go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude thank you and the mom said listen to me while I’m talking to you and I said ma’am, you don’t have to your daughter and she was about you and I defend her and I’m saying ma’am don’t hit your daughter please and she said oh and I said no we’re not in love or anything it would just have fresh experience that’s all but I never only texted her once I said do you hey do you remember the black cat in our apartment and that’s it and she texted back saying what do you mean and I said do you know the cat and and no, and we just talked after that, but we didn’t do anything. Nothing like that then she said call my mom and I said I don’t know where she live and she said yeah you do and I called my mom and my mom was about to hit me. She got mad and s*** and I said mom don’t hit me. Hey don’t hit me please what’s wrong with you? We’re teenagers for once and we got caught and this is public disobedience I understand we probably traumatized that child but what I’m saying is it so forget what happened today and never speak of it again

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