I wonder.

I wonder if you look down at your phone every 2 minutes hoping that I’ll finally text you first.
I wonder if you send snapchats that seem like they were sent to everyone, but its really just for me.
I wonder if you lie in the grass, with a cigarette dangling out of your mouth, while your mind wanders all about me.
I wonder if you check my Facebook and Instagram repeatedly to make sure i’m not with him.
I wonder if when you listen to music you find bits and pieces of me broken and scattered in various parts of the verse and chorus.
I wonder if you lie in bed clutching your pillow wishing to god that it was me.
I wonder if when you look up at the moon at night, you think about me.
I wonder if when you’re with her, all you can think about is me.

Oh wait…

…I don’t need to wonder…

…Because you don’t do any of that…

… I do.