Daddy, I miss you so much.
i miss, your hugs
i miss, your pecks
i miss, your slobbered kisses on my cheek.
i miss, our dances
i miss, our time on the ice
i miss, the minutes on the bed where you would tickle me until i was screaming for mercy and dying of laughter.
i miss, your stupid games while we were in the car, you would look at me in the review mirror knowing i was eager for your taunting. how i wanted you to stop your antics.
but, i miss it.
i miss, your laugh.
i miss, your voice.
i miss, the way you looked at my mother, with pure love.
i miss, your ‘witches cackle’ as we were on the disney rides, scaring us.
i miss, your cooking

i miss, christmas with you, remember when you told me santa was gaining undesireable weight, and changed his diet, remember we left him a banana and oatmeal out. how in the morning signs were left hanging, with many presents under the tree you personally decorated… i love that you did that for me.

i love, that you tried.
you tried in such a lovingly way.
remember, you told mom never will you go on the ice and skate. hour later, we were both clinging on to the wall. skating. do you know, if you had’nt done that i’d probably wouldn’t even possess my first place title. you even danced with me on ice, and we won second. i remember.

i wish, you were still here loving both my mother and i, cause we miss you, you know.

we even miss, those stupid moments where you’d mess up or hurt yourself and tell mom and me ~so you wont forget me~… such cryptic words, at the time. but i remember.

i remember.
i miss you, daddy.
i miss the way you loved me.
with your soul so bright, you lit our world with happiness.

i miss you.
oh, how i miss you…
and you will never be forgotten.