i’m 18, and i declared myself, as a reborn-again virgin…
f*** that a**, who betrayed me. i was vulnerable, naive, and going through a tradgey in my life. he didnt care though, he’s just a player, like my friends said he was.

of course, i was blinded by my fantasies of thinking it was love. stupid. stupid. stupid me. i knew, yet i didn’t want to face it. he promised to take the pain the burden on my shoulders away, with his charms he coaxed me into it.

getting the pleasure he wanted, he left me. cold, scared, and ashamed. liars, walk among us everyday. i got caught in one web, and he used me.

but, i wouldn’t let him destroy me.
so hear i am now, during the three months before today. drama and depression was at my doorstep. with my friends near by, i found myself.

in the end, i won this war. (but that doesn’t mean there wont be another one next week. unfortunately.) but, im standing proud. happy.

i guess my reasons for posting this, is just to tell others, with guidance from loved ones, you can come out of any darkness. just find the courage and trust, in them, and in you. or else, it can tear you down and over power you, which is never a good thing.

Good luck, my strangers.
For there is always a bright new day, just around the corner…