i really want you. again. after two years and 1 guy later. ugh why did i ever waste my time with him when you were always right there. you got a girlfriend and i had someone else too. now we’re both single and you recently were seeing someone else til you cut it off w/ her to just be friends. at that party we were so close, talking and laughing for hours on end like there was no one else – we weren’t even drinking we were perfectly sober. when he would come up to me drunk and perverted, you’d protect me and hug me tightly and we would sway left and right til he got the hint to leave. then on friday being at the same party as you and your recent fling was just horrible. the whole vibe was just off. you weren’t like the other night. when we went outside where no one else and i was leaning on the car and we hugged for ages and you apologizing for her actions, continuously. i dunno what im even feeling but i know i dont want anyone else to hug me but you. whats even going on.