I have gone on a downhill slope for a few years now and I have finally seen the root of it. I have pushed away many people i knew in greed and to better myself at petty things. People would ask me for help, people looked up to me and I only cared about myself. My own greed and pride pushed people away and now some will never talk to me again. I used others to benefit myself. I even at one was in a relationship with a friends girlfriend. I do not expect any sympathy for what ive done, i do not think simply confessing will make up for what ive done. Im trying to turn my life around only to be left with a hole in myself and angry at the world. I hope it is not to late for me to change and actually care again.