I am a happily married woman , but I think about having s** wit other men all the time. I have never chaeted and the closest thing to being with other men was when my husband was visiting his dad in the hospital , I stayed home. I dressed in my litle black dress and masturbated in the parking lot of a club a few cities over. I did not have the courage to go in but rubbed myself while men were coming out of the club and I was watched. I went home after and that has been my secret. One of these day I will go inside, but I am afraid what will happen. My husband is going to Canada for a business thing in a few day. I am afraid of myself. I think I may have a w**** inside of me. Help!
