I think about you all of the time…. your green eyes… black hair…. great smile…. adorable personality…. your large c*** and the things you can do to me
You lit up my life, you made me insanely, dangerously happy
You also devastated me into a place I’ve never been. I morphed into a person I am absolutely embarrassed of.
You told me I deserved better than my cheating, abusive boyfriend… so I cheated on him with you. I broke with him for you. Because you told me you loved me, and the world knew I was head over heels for you too…
But then you would never commit. I never had you. I may have had your body, but I never had you. I was never good enough. Pretty enough. Skinny enough.
You made me crazy, psycho. Jealous.
You put me through a depression I could never replicate.
I want your love and acceptance. I want your fingers inside of me. I was to feel you in my hand. I want your smile and your burning green eyes drinking in my body.
I want to see you, so you can see how much better looking I’ve gotten, and I want you to hate yourself for not taking me. I want you to be tortured by thoughts of me like I am with you. I wish I had never met you…….