i was a w**** when i was 14. because i thougth that was how love worked. i thought that s** was love. but now im engaged to my best friend. and at first i just had s** with him. but i did love him. but one day in the middle of some h******* f****** with name calling, i looked in to his eyes. and all i could think of was how much i love him and that i just wanted to feel his love right now. so i grabbed his head between my hands and said: i love you so much. and snap! the scene changed. a heart warming feeling spread all over. he smiled lightly and said: i love you to, more than anything. we kissed and slowed down. i was in heaven. ive loved him and been with him for 4 years. but this was the first ive ever made love with somebody. for the first time s** and love held hands in my life. it was so beautiful. the embrassing was amazing. ive searched al my life for love. because ive never really felt love. not my parents not my foster parents. not any of my exes. but this was amazing. we are now on our 5th year. and we still love each other. i do still like h******* s**. its still fun. but sometimes i just want a lovely embracement.
i hope for any good person that they get to feel that.