im not happy at all. i try to do my best at studying, pleasing my mother, whatever it is and it’s never good for anyone. i feel like a huge failure, but i hate bringing attention to myself. there are times where i do feel like cutting myself and hurting myself but i dnt want attention so i dont, so instead i can literally see myself doing it in my head, i see me cutting my arms, legs and belly. i want my life to end, nothing goes right for mw. im shy so i dnt knw how to talk 2 ppl and i barely have friends or go out. i try to b optimistic and say that other ppl have it worse than i do but at times its so hard. i have no one on my side besides my boyfriend, but for me its just not enuf. fml